Today, for the first time in more than 700 days, my body only nourished itself.
I thought it would be freeing, and in a way it is. I went to a movie tonight and I didn't make it home in time to nurse. That part was freeing.
But I missed my "boo" cuddly time right before bed. And for that reason, I know I will never really be free.
And that makes me happy.